Despite my affinity for causing him pain and injury, I have a soft spot for former Hunter Milo Gant. He first officially appeared in As Lie the Dead (he was part of the big battle at Olsmill at the end of Three Days to Dead but did not make it on-page), and since then he's been through the wringer. Repeatedly. When I began writing Requiem I knew I wanted to start nudging Milo toward some kind of happiness, and big, badass were-jaguar Marcus Dane stepped up to help me do that.
Naturally nothing is ever easy in Dreg City. Which is why Milo stepped up and demanded a little more screen time, and thus these missing scenes were born. If you haven't read Requiem for the Dead yet, then please don't read these scenes. They are all set within the time frame of that novel, and won't make a lot of sense read as a standalone story. Otherwise, please enjoy.
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Monday, September 1
5:10 a.m.
Milo Gant gave up on sleep and rolled out of bed. It
wasn't worth it anymore, trying to force his body to rest during those blessed
chunks of time when he wasn't working. He simply tossed and turned and lay
awake staring at bunk above his bed—especially when his head was full of so
many racing thoughts. Old habits of working sunset to sunrise and sleeping
during the day, leftover from his Triad Hunter years, were harder to break than
he thought. And more than just mental anguish and regrets haunted him from that
part of his life. He had a lot of other beaten-in training to work through, and
that included trusting the nonhumans he worked with on a daily basis. He was
getting there, as were his fellow former Hunters.
Without
trust, the Watchtower simply couldn't function.
The
dormitory was silent, save the occasional rumble of snoring from one of the
open rooms. A large department store had been divided into a small cubicles,
each with two sets of bunk beds and storage units for personal items. At the
moment, they had more cubicles than Watchtower members, so Milo had this one
all to himself. While Milo had never gone to college, maybe this was what it
was like living on campus—sharing common facilities and a cafeteria. No one
applied to this particular "college," though, and few knew of its
existence.
He
threw on his sneakers. Maybe a physical distraction would help clear his mind a
little bit. He'd had the day off from any official Watchtower duties, so he'd
spent it being bored out of his mind. He would rather use his time to track
down half-Bloods, instead of watching mindless television, especially when it
wasn't blocking thoughts of last night's near-miss.
He
padded out of his cubicle, only to pause at the doorway to the one next to his.
A soft voice muttered in his sleep, nonsensical things. Milo paused to listen,
unsure if Tybalt was simply dreaming, or caught up in a nightmare of some kind.
They both had plenty of nightmare fodder to choose from, and Milo had woken up
in a cold sweat more times than he could count. He waited until the muttering
stopped, then left the dorm area for the main hall.
Sometimes
he forgot the Watchtower HQ had once been a mall. It still looked like one to
the world at large, with a stained exterior and weedy parking lot, but inside
the fading structure was alive with activity. He waved idly at some of the
hidden security cameras, more to entertain the night watch than anything else. No
one would question him being up and around. The Watchtower was pretty much
twenty-four-seven when it came to activity, and it was a little after five. He
was almost surprised not to see more people in the corridor.
So
much had happened in the last twenty-four hours—not exactly unusual for the
Watchtower, whose odd mix of humans and Therian shape-shifters policed the
supernatural races in and around the city. Vampires used to be part of the
group, until a deadly illness forced all of them to back out and return to
their hidden headquarters, wherever that was. Milo had little use for the
vampires, beyond their cunning and strength, but his best friend Evangeline
Stone was concerned for them. She had vampire friends who were sick, so he
worried for her sake.
He
hadn't seen Evy around all day, actually. She'd gone off with her half-Lupa
boyfriend Wyatt Truman earlier in the day. If they'd returned, he hadn't heard
about it, which wouldn't be an issue unless their quad was called into action.
He, Evy, Wyatt and Marcus Dane were a quad unit, and they worked well together
on their assignments. Milo had always respected Wyatt as a fighter and a
thinker, but after his infection with the Lupa virus, which left him
half-human, half-werewolf, he'd gone from ass-kicker to super-fucking-badass.
Plus he was hella scary when he bi-shifted.
And
Marcus.
He
cursed the stupid little flutter in his chest when he thought about Marcus.
Tall, muscular, long black hair. The kind of jaw you could cut glass on. He was
gorgeous, dangerous, and exactly who Milo did not need to have a crush on right
now. Or ever. Marcus was Felia, a black jaguar shifter, who was only ten
calendar years old but had already lived half his lifetime. Even if Marcus was
interested—which was not possible because really, who'd ever heard of a gay
Therian?—they had no future.
Stupid,
stupid crush.
A
stupid crush that had nearly gotten him killed last night.
Milo
and Marcus had waited on the street while Evy and Wyatt broke into the hospital
morgue to see if a dead body had been killed by goblins (which it had). The
pairs had met by the river, compared notes, then split up to walk back to the
car (safety measure). Milo didn't remember what he and Marcus had been talking
about, only that Marcus was teasing him, Milo was enjoying the easy banter, and
they weren't paying attention to their surroundings. Three half-Bloods jumped
them, knocked Milo's head into a car, and one had nearly taken a bit out of his
neck before Marcus could shift and rip them apart.
He
rubbed at the spot where those underdeveloped fangs had scraped skin. A little
more pressure, and he would have been infected. His friends would have had to
kill him before he changed into a mindless monster, like Felix had.
His
heart panged a little as he walked past the cafeteria that had once been the
food court. Milo had worked with Felix for almost a year and a half, when they
were both Triad Hunters, along with Tybalt Monahan. They were all as close as
brothers, protecting each other, fighting alongside each other. A month ago, Felix
had been bitten and infected, and seeing the monster he'd become had broken
Milo's heart. Not only because he was losing a brother, but because he'd done
something stupid and fallen in love with Felix. Felix, who was undeniably
straight. Felix, who died a horrible death without ever knowing how much he was
loved.
Why
did Milo always fall for the wrong guy?
He
nodded at a pair of Therias as he passed Operations, which was in the center of
the U-shaped mall. Farther down, on the opposite end of the U, was a pair of
connected storefronts that was now their training area. Milo entered the weight
room, which had an attached sparing room in the back. He'd never shopped in the
Capital City Mall before it closed ten years ago, so he couldn't have guessed
what trendy shop had once occupied the space now filled with mats, benches, and
equipment of all types and shapes and sizes. Free weights and machines,
resistance training, stair climbers, and even one of those bow-rod flex things.
Milo
was halfway across the room to his preferred bench when he realized he wasn't
alone, and he froze in place, defensive instincts kicking in. Some Hunter he
was, not noticing the weight room was already occupied. In the far right
corner, near one of the resistance machines, Marcus was toweling off. He was
shirtless, impressive biceps rippling with each motion, a near-perfect
eight-pack glistening with perspiration. His black hair was tied back, but a
single lock had escaped the tie and hung by his left ear. The workout shorts
were just tight enough to—
He
realized how hard he was staring and blinked, embarrassed. Marcus smiled and
slung his blue towel over one shoulder. The abrupt motion startled Milo into
looking away. Maybe a little too sharply.
"Sorry,"
Milo said, frozen in place and feeling a little stupid. "I didn't think
anyone else would be up at this hour." A ridiculous thing to say,
considering he and Marcus had been there the night before, wrestling at three
in the morning, working out some tension from their encounter with the
half-Bloods. They'd gone at it for over an hour, the physical contact without
fear of dismemberment or death a welcome relief.
Plus,
you know, it was Marcus. Sweaty, shirtless Marcus, just like the vision in
front of him now. Milo really needed his body to stop reacting to such a
vision. Like, now.
"You're
up," Marcus said.
The
obvious statement stumped him for a moment. Two things he'd learned about
Therians after working with them these last few weeks were they were incredibly
observant, and they didn't bullshit around things. It was both refreshing and
frustrating. Usually both at once, like now.
"Besides
me." It was all Milo's stuttering brain could manage, and it perplexed
him. He and Marcus had worked out together before, dozens of times. Hell,
they'd had entire conversations without this sort of issue—sure, they'd been
chatting about weapons and disarming opponents, but still. Was it because they
were off the clock, Milo was keyed up, and Marcus was nearly naked?
Probably.
"I'm
up, too," Marcus said.
It
took every ounce of Milo's self control to keep his eyes above chest-level and
not allow his pervy brain to go other places. More savvy intelligence came out
in the form of, "Yeah."
Marcus
blinked, a funny glint in his copper eyes that could have been amusement. "Spot
you?"
Standing
over him glistening like that while Milo pressed a hundred-sixty pounds of
weights above his head? Yeah, sure, that sounded like a terrific idea. Not. "Yeah,
okay."
Milo
set the weights and climbed onto the bench, laying back and getting comfortable
on the padded seat. He realized too late that he was still in the t-shirt and shorts
he slept in, providing less than was probably appropriate in the way of lower
support, but brushed it off. No one else was likely to come in and get an eyeful,
and Marcus was standing behind his head. Way out of eyesight, even for a
were-cat.
He
found his grip, set his feet, and began his first set of reps, moving the bar
more easily than he expected. He'd been weight training more often than he ever
had as a Hunter, so his strength had increased. Nice.
As
if mirroring his thoughts, Marcus said, "You have quite a bit of power in
those things."
Milo
grunted, unable to decide if he'd just been insulted or complimented. He was
average height for a guy, with a slim build, and people liked to underestimate
him because of that. He'd used it to his advantage more than once, including
the first time he'd ever sparred with Marcus. "Don't have to bulge like
melons to be strong." Okay, so his own retort bordered on insult.
Even
from upside-down, Marcus didn't appear put out. "True." He took a
moment to flex one impressively meloned bicep. "So what has you tied up in
knots so tightly that you can't sleep? Last night?"
Too
damned perceptive.
"Just
can't sleep." He puffed the words between lifts, careful to control his
breathing as he'd been taught. He didn't want to admit to anyone how rattled he
was by the near-miss. "It happens. I'm used to keeping more nocturnal
hours, so I'll be off for a while until I adjust."
"Hunters
mostly worked at night."
"That's
when our prey was out and about."
"You
miss it." The statement was made as simply as if Marcus had verified
Milo's shorts were, indeed, green. Not even a question.
Milo
put the weight bar back in its support brace, then sat up. His arms were warm, humming
from the stretch. He shifted sideways, tossing his left leg over to meet its
mate, turning him toward Marcus without actually looking at him. "I miss
the way we worked, yeah, just the three of us and Kismet leading us. Less
structure, more action."
"And
you miss your partner."
Annoyance
flared at the subtle intrusion in Milo's personal past. "Felix was my best
friend. Sure, I miss him." Had been missing him a lot, actually, since
last night's reminder of how he'd died.
"Friend?"
The
flare burned into a spark of anger, and he fixed the were-cat with a stony
stare. "Yeah, friend. You need a definition?"
"I
apologize. Felia can be quite gossipy among themselves and there have been
rumors—"
"What?
That Felix and I were a couple?" Hot fury and chilly regret warred with
each other, neither able to unseat the other. Only a scant handful of people
knew Milo was gay, and he could count them on three fingers. Not because he was
ashamed of it, but because it wasn't anyone's fucking business. He hated
gossip, hated being the subject of it, but damn if he wasn't tired of not being
who he was around his friends and coworkers. "Felix was straight as a rod,
end of story."
"And
you?"
The
genuine interest in those two words made Milo's brain stutter. Then it erupted
in a buzz of fury that had him vaulting to his feet, hands fisted by his hips. He
got right in Marcus's face, because what the hell? "What fucking business
is it of yours? You think gay human males are so damned interesting you grill
them with personal questions at the ass-crack of dawn?"
Marcus's
mouth twitched, and Milo realized what he'd said—talk about a double-entendre
with a side of naked truth. But he didn't back down, didn't try to take back
what he'd said. Marcus did. He took an actual step backward. "We work
together, Milo, and I count you as a friend. I also find you interesting, and
I'm not grilling you, as you say. Mainly I am acquiring information."
"Why?
Going to start a few more rumors about the queer Hunter?"
"Your
anger is misplaced, Milo. I'm not your enemy, and please believe that I have no
desire to cause you distress."
Milo
snorted. "You're a little late, pal."
"Then
I'm sorry." He came around the bench, arms loose by his sides, his expression
neutral. Almost placating in its gentleness, and Milo's heart skipped. "In
all of our time spent together, have I ever done anything to deliberately hurt
you?"
"No."
He didn't have to consider his answer. The occasional bruise or sore muscle
from a sparring session didn't count, and Marcus had only ever been kind.
Attentive. Occasionally fierce, when their lives were threatened, like last
night. "Look, Marcus, about
yesterday. I never did thank you."
"You
don't have to thank me for that. We were both caught unaware."
"Still,
I know better than to not pay attention to my surroundings at all time. I let
myself get distracted by you, and I almost got a fast ticket to infection and
death. It was stupid, and I owe
you." Now why the hell had he added on by
you as a reason for his distraction?
Or that he owed Marcus? Words he couldn't take back, damn it.
Something
sparkled in Marcus's eyes, and it sent a strange zing through Milo's
insides. "Do you? I imagine you despise debts."
Milo
shrugged.
"Would
you like to clear your debt and make us even?" he asked, his voice
dropping an octave.
Annoyance—mostly
at himself, partly at Marcus—made him blurt out, "You want me to just bend
over, or are you going to buy me dinner first?"
Marcus
surprised him by laughing, a deep sound of genuine amusement. "What you think of me," he said,
smiling. "No, my request is far
simpler."
"Okay.
What do you want?"
"A
kiss."
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